Shelved
In a row like that, they look like a painting,
the books, an abstract about liveliness,
delicacy (colors, textures). In all my time
—trying so hard to be both those things—
to find I am not (except for those
few undocumented moments of
human wholeness,
which, because no one can assert them,
of course are made of magic).
Lying alone below the sky, sometimes
you feel inspiringly small. Like
there are forces above you, about you,
and there are. The books all in a row, and I am
watching, mouth open, as if to speak.