Maintenance Work
A dozen Ball blue Mason jars, a canner,
and crates of peaches later, my brother's headed
to Sharpsville. Grandma, disbelieving, asks,
You're coming here to learn to can when Kroger's
got everything year-round? She laughs a trailing
laugh: Oh Lordy. My brother presses. I know,
he says, it’s strange. But he wants to be prepared
for Peak Oil, and more than that he wants
a way of keeping things around, if not
by memories that come with work, if not
by these than by the blanching, boiling, bottling.
But the Can it! piece that headlined last month’s Times
is proof he’s not alone. Our generation
cans plums and onions, rabbit and octopus:
can it so it can be with you forever.
I help my brother load his car. I nothing
but understand. I saw a show on hoarders,
their homes stacked ceiling-high with crap they just
can't bear to toss: their armpit shavings, lint,
extinguished fireflies. The saddest case
was the man who couldn’t part with mossy biscuits
from his mother’s long-past wake. I think of him
trembling at the dumpster, knuckles as white
and wet as pus. How can I do it? he whispers.
How will I remember? Because, of course,
that strange cerebral cellar is never good
at keeping things just so. (We lost our grandpa
to his heart this year—our memories are at once
steadfast and porous, a fist and water trickling
through it.) Napoleon said An army marches
on its stomach so France imagined up tin cans.
Their openers were thirty years away
and soldiers had to hurl the cans at boulders,
to stab at them with bayonets. I wonder
what it does to a man—what’s clung to, what’s
maintained—to know the food in those damn cans
might well survive the war unchanged.
Jessica Love is a postdoctoral fellow in psychology at University of Illinois. Her creative work has recently appeared in The Southern Review, Sycamore Review, and The American Scholar, where she also writes a weekly blog about language and the mind, Psycho Babble.




